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B+ : quirky but ultimately winning tale See our review for fuller assessment.
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My Big Apartment is narrated by Gavarine (or, as the reader only learns much later: "Luc, but that doesn't really matter, they usually call me Gavarine").
He apparently has a big apartment, but the book begins with him losing the keys to it, leaving him unable to return to it.
This bothers him less than one might expect; in fact, at first, he's more upset about losing the briefcase in which he kept the keys.
Disaster is nothing new to me. I know all about disaster. What I don't know, on the other hand, in my unhappiness, what I'd really like to experience, once and for all, is hell. But, I must admit, if hell is my goal, I still have a long way to go.Needless to say, he ends up going quite a long way -- and winds up in, of all places, an underground cave. It's a nice touch, that, and in a nicer one the cave and environs turn out to be no more hellish than normal everyday reality (something Gavarine admittedly has difficulty with), for once more suited to him. Gavarine takes things as they come, and so far it hasn't served him well: I drew no conclusions. In all my life, I'd never known a trustworthy conclusion. Things happen, one after another, that's all.That's certainly the case in My Big Apartment -- though it takes an unusual character to proceed in this manner. Still: the results are interesting, and, here, ultimately touching. Gavarine doesn't try to return to the apartment he's locked himself out of (and the life he has locked himself out of) and spends the night in a hotel instead. He arranges to meet a friend -- at a swimming pool, of all places -- but ignores her, finding himself falling head over heels in love with a pregnant woman. Gavarine is an unlikely suitor, but (as it turns out -- and not that he much cares either way) the woman, Flore, has also been abandoned, by the father of her child, and she's somehow taken by him too. She tells him that she's leaving the city the next day, and what train she'll be on, and he, of course, follows. He's an odd, hopeless romantic, and Oster does a great job of describing his mixed up feelings and hopes and despair: She touched my arm, returned to her seat. I could have ripped my arm off. You don't need two arms. One good arm, fine, and the other one, the one she'd just just touched, in formaldehyde. On the mantelpiece. In my big apartment. When she leaves me.But the train takes him ever farther from that big apartment. They go to her brother's, and immediately to the hospital from the train station, Gavarine thrust into the role of expectant father standing in the delivery room before he even has much of a chance to get to know her. Oster doesn't offer a fairy-tale romance, as reality does complicate Gavarine's wished-for idyll. Things continue to happen, "one after another", but for once he seems to have stumbled into a situation in which he can be more at ease, comfortable, and happy. Losing his keys turns out to be the best thing that could have ever happened to him. Oster's book is deceptively simple. Behind the seemingly aimless advance (things happening "one after another"), there is a careful design. The book opens with Gavarine losing his keys, and closes with him holding onto a different set. From briefcases to babies to the hell-cave and, of course, the unseen site of his misery, his big apartment, Oster uses the many objects and ideas in the novel very well. Gavarine is also a very odd narrator, as he allows things to come as they may. He describes carefully, focussing on whatever observations impress him at the moment (a page on drying one's feet -- "The feet are quite probably the least easily dried of all body parts", etc.). He tries to explain the difficulties of communication and expression, and effectively conveys the isolation of the individual, regardless of circumstances. Some of the writing -- and Gavarine's attitude towards life -- can, initially, be grating, but the story, even as it grows more absurd, becomes more engaging, touching, and compelling. A curious but ultimately successful work. - Return to top of the page - My Big Apartment:
- Return to top of the page - French author Christian Oster was born in 1949. - Return to top of the page -
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