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B+ : disarming, but too loosely structured See our review for fuller assessment.
Review Consensus: - Return to top of the page - The complete review's Review: White on Black is basically a series of autobiographical vignettes, scenes (mainly) of a childhood. It's a far from ordinary childhood, as Ruben Gallego has cerebral palsy. As he describes it: I don't have hands. What I'm forced to make do with can only be called hands at a stretch. I'm used to it. I can type on the computer with my left index finger and I can hold a spoon in my right hand and eat tolerably well.Such limitations are one thing, but he observes: Living without hands isn't that hard if you have all the rest. All the rest -- my body -- developed even worse than my hands.For the most part White on Black recounts Gallego's years as an orphan in a variety of children's (and old-age) homes, hospitals, and institutions. And all that in the Soviet Union. (Gallego was not, in fact, an orphan, but he was dumped in the institutions by his grand-father, the general secretary of the Spanish Communist Party: "I don't understand him. I'll never understand him", Gallego writes in the one chapter addressing that sorry piece of family history.) White on Black is a story of astonishing good cheer. Gallego's life is hard, his physical limitations making it difficult to do most things by himself, and many of the attendants at the various homes he is in annoyed by the care demanded by the residents. He almost always tries to make the best of things, and he aims to please -- at one point going so far as starving himself so he wouldn't be so much of a bother and such a burden to lug around. Goodness and badness come unexpectedly, great acts of kindness alternating with petty meanness. There's little self-pity here, though Gallego is often frustrated that his physical condition is equated with mental retardation -- especially since he seems, in fact, to be a pretty smart kid. But he accepts most things matter-of-factly. The institutions where the disabled kids are kept and taught vary greatly. None are particularly comfortable, but the kids make the best of their situations. Drinking, smoking, pranks, companionship -- even a brief mania for working out: it's like most any boarding school, except that the kids are considerably more limited in their physical abilities. Often it seems Gallego is more jealous of the fact that most of the others have parents who visit or send things or take the others away than he is concerned with his disability. Some of the scenes are heartbreaking, though for the most part Gallego's touch is one that doesn't overwhelm the reader with pity and guilt. There are a few particularly mean people he encounters, but most of those things work themselves out. Reality is often so harsh that it veers towards the absurd -- the fact that he has obviously endured helping lighten what would otherwise be nearly unbearable, as when he is shoved off to an old folks' home when he is fifteen and the director doesn't want to take him because he poses a peculiar logistical problem: "He's going to die here in a month, two maximum. I only have the right to bury people who are at least eighteen. This is an old folks' home, understand ? Where am I going to keep him for two years ? All the refrigerators are broken. Broken, understand ?"A few scenes also reveal later episodes from Gallego's life -- including that he married, as well as a visit to America, where he gets to revel in a wheelchair. America was presented as the hated, evil empire to the children, but that didn't quite take in Gallego's young mind: I loved America. I'd loved it since I was nine. I was nine when they told me there were no handicapped people in America. They were killed. All of them. If a handicapped child was born into a family, the doctor gave the child a fatal injection.So, yes, the pain does sometimes show through, brightly and starkly. But overall White on Black is not a depressing book; indeed, it is almost irrepressibly life-affirming. The short chapters, each focussed on an episode or a brief period, are arranged roughly chronologically, but there's no clear progress as he jumps back and forth and about. This isn't straightforward autobiography, but rather touches upon representative or defining moments, occurrences, and encounters. There's no keeping track of which home or hospital he is in when, or the series of medical procedures he undergoes. For the most part, this isn't much of a problem, especially as the chapters -- short stories, practically -- are almost all gripping by themselves, but by the end one misses an overarching connexion, and there are a lot of open questions. Of too much there are only glimpses. Still, it's a powerful and very readable book. - Return to top of the page - White on Black:
- Return to top of the page - Russian author Ruben David Gonzalez Gallego (Рубен Давид Гонсалес Гальего) was born in 1968. He now lives in Germany. - Return to top of the page -
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